Its pointless
thats the whole of it
sitting in a place looking foward to a reality that I dislike
aware of the fact, that its impossible to turn back
feeling lonely
failing at all fronts, considering retreat
wishing there was something to fall back upon
considering an option just to die
pointless, meaningless
an old idea comes back to mind
should I fight it back ? should feel it again ?
wrong place ? wrong time ? or just plain weakness ?
And I wish I believed in something or someone to whom I could plead myself, and have in return peace of mind, and a chance to love again.
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