flow

Just let it flow

accept where you are, what surrounds you, what you feel, what you do and what you dont

next time you are brought up to face your actions (or your lack of them) just stand up and face trial

punishment might be inflicted, rewards might not be given, theres no promise of brief pain, or enduring bliss

but to "enjoy" a fake joy or inflict upon oneself pain in advance of the pain that we all know will come... is madness