The hardest thing to do is not to start the circle all over again. I fail at becoming independent, picking another being to be dependent on.
And god... I could live of her.
Therefore, I need to kill this source else I cycle anew; falling for her and start loosing focus which would make me walk in the opposite direction of what I think I want.
The big picture says i have to concentrate if i want my dreams to be at hand. And anything else which might consume my daydreams is an obstacle.
And ironically as it might seem, i find it hard to attach meaning to my dreams without a "she" in the picture.
Therefore the title, trying to want things for myself and not to please someone else (no matter how much i might cherish them) is something I`m barely getting a hold of.
Lets see what time has to say on the subject...
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